Xue Yang deepens the kiss, pouring all of his love into it. "A-Lan..." he murmurs between their lips, "I know. You came for me... in the river. I thought I was gonna die, and all I could think about was you. And then you came for me." He smiles and nudges their foreheads together.
All of his thoughts melt away and he returns the love he feels, moaning quietly. He blinks, dazed, and then smiles softly.
"I was ready to defy the Admiral. Thankfully he understood my desperation." he nuzzles into the contact, brushing their noses together, "I won't leave you to die anywhere. If that's your fate, it will be mine too."
Xue Yang chuckles a little and lovingly nibbles at Song Lan's lips. "Damn, then I have to really make sure I don't get myself in a situation like that again, huh? Not that we have much control of what happens on the Barge." Another reason to get out of here as soon as they can.
He kisses him again. "But yeah... it's the same for me. I wouldn't want to keep going without you anyway..."
Zichen smiles shyly, delighted, tugging Xue Yang's lower lip between his teeth.
"Mm you only have so much control. If...and when...you need me, I won't fail you." he grows serious, "Here or back in our world. It doesn't matter. My promise remains the same."
Even if that means them facing death together. He knows what it's like; Xue Yang does too. The least he can do is make it easier on his lover.
Xue Yang lets out a pleased hum. "I will come for you if you need me too," he murmurs, "I'm never leaving you." He slides his leg over Song Lan's hip to get them closer to one another.
"I will. You've given me... so much to live for." Love. Safety. Happiness. A future. A purpose.
"I..." Zichen looks down, disappointed in himself, "I am uneasy about the future. I look forward to parts of it - to us - but sometimes I dream of the past. I think about being alive again." he shudders, "Death wasn't easy - you know the agony of it; will returning to life be the same?"
Xue Yang frowns a little and gently cups Song Lan's face between his hands. "I don't know, but we'll be doing it together, right?" He softly kisses him. "I'll hold onto you. You won't be alone and cold this time."
The warmth penetrates him and he relaxes, turning his face against Xue Yang's hands.
"We will." he breathes, "Thank you. That's all I need. The world isn't...black and white. I see that now." he smiles a little, "But that means there is hope for everyone. A small glimmer of light can become a star." his eyes are fixed on Xue Yang for a reason.
Xue Yang smiles and puts their foreheads together, his cheeks heating up a little. "Mm... Maybe," he allows with a soft noise. It is easier now to believe that the world isn't just ugly and cruel, filled with horrible people. He kisses Song Lan again, soft and sweet.
"I never stop wanting you." Zichen laughs shakily, amazed at himself, "It is very difficult to get my duties done." he tilts his head and arches a brow, "I want to see to you this time since you've been so generous."
Xue Yang laughs warmly. "Mm... it's the same for me! You're so hot, I want to stay in bed with you all the time..." He playfully nibbles at his lover's lips. "Come back inside, gege~."
"But I took you so hard." Zichen worries, stroking Xue Yang's cock lovingly, "Aren't you sore? I'm happy to use my mouth on you." he smiles slowly and kisses along Xue Yang's jawline.
"I like feeling you," Xue Yang murmurs heatedly, his cock giving an interested twitch in Song Lan's hand. "Even when I'm sore... it feels good. No one's ever made me feel as good as you do..."
"I'm sure," Xue Yang breathes. He really can't get enough, and he's not going to let a bit of soreness stop him! He moans as those fingers slide back into him. He's relaxed and still slick from their previous rounds, making it easy for them to press deep.
"A-Ah..." he gasps softly and rocks into Song Lan's hand.
"I love you." Zichen kisses behind Xue Yang's ear and lets his fingers sink in deeply, "You're already relaxed for me." he rumbles happily, "How can I resist?"
He thrusts his fingers a few more times before replacing them with his cock. And, yes, he is plenty hard again.
"Mmm..." Xue Yang moans, giving his lover a pleased, slightly dazed grin. "It's because I love you, and I want you all the time..."
A string of needy moans and gasps spill from his lips when Song Lan finally enters him again. He wraps himself tightly around him, whining in pleasure as he's filled again. "A-Lan... yes..."
"Then I need to look after your mmm body..." Zichen whispers hotly, lifting Xue Yang's legs to a comfortable position. He has learned how not to aggravate his lover's old injuries. Then he sinks himself in deeply, gasping and moaning. So hot!
"You are," Xue Yang purrs playfully, groaning as he's shifted and feels Song Lan's cock sink deeper. "F-Fuck, yes, fill me..." He slides his fingers into his lover's hair and grips fistfuls of it to have something to hold onto while he's being fucked so deep.
"Mmm... good, I'd be a little offended if you could," Xue Yang teases breathily.
When Song Lan starts to move, he moans, clinging even tighter to his lover as that thick cock rubs him deep and fills him so well. "Y-Yes, A-Lan... that's so good..."
"I can't have that." Zichen chuckles and then groans, losing himself in the slow motion of their hips joining, parting and joining again. He smiles at the clinging and kisses his lover deeply, wanting him to feel his love; not just hear it.
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"I was ready to defy the Admiral. Thankfully he understood my desperation." he nuzzles into the contact, brushing their noses together, "I won't leave you to die anywhere. If that's your fate, it will be mine too."
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He kisses him again. "But yeah... it's the same for me. I wouldn't want to keep going without you anyway..."
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"Mm you only have so much control. If...and when...you need me, I won't fail you." he grows serious, "Here or back in our world. It doesn't matter. My promise remains the same."
Even if that means them facing death together. He knows what it's like; Xue Yang does too. The least he can do is make it easier on his lover.
"I'm not going anywhere so you have to carry on."
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"I will. You've given me... so much to live for." Love. Safety. Happiness. A future. A purpose.
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"We will." he breathes, "Thank you. That's all I need. The world isn't...black and white. I see that now." he smiles a little, "But that means there is hope for everyone. A small glimmer of light can become a star." his eyes are fixed on Xue Yang for a reason.
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He deepens the sweet kiss, pressing his love to their bed.
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"If you're sure..." he grabs the oil and slips his fingers back into his lover, making sure he is lubricated, "I will take care of you."
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"A-Ah..." he gasps softly and rocks into Song Lan's hand.
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He thrusts his fingers a few more times before replacing them with his cock. And, yes, he is plenty hard again.
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A string of needy moans and gasps spill from his lips when Song Lan finally enters him again. He wraps himself tightly around him, whining in pleasure as he's filled again. "A-Lan... yes..."
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"A-Yang!"
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He stays buried inside his love for a few more moments, kissing over Xue Yang's face. Then he rolls his hips seductively, rubbing himself deep.
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When Song Lan starts to move, he moans, clinging even tighter to his lover as that thick cock rubs him deep and fills him so well. "Y-Yes, A-Lan... that's so good..."
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