"Mm... I am too." Xie Lian had forced him to acknowledge that there are more good people in the world aside from Xiao Xingchen, and he had always treated him like a human.
He definitely feels guilt when Song Lan brings up how he'd treated him when he was under his control, and how he'd felt. "I blamed you for everything," he murmurs, stroking through his lover's hair, "It was easier... blaming others." That way he didn't have to take responsibility for his own actions.
He gasps when Song Lan's lips finds his cock, making it twitch. "A-Lan..."
Zichen kisses Xue Yang's belly, smiling softly, please. The fact that his lover has been able to open up to someone else is wonderful progress. Xue Yang will make more friends, he is sure of it.
"I know." he whispers, letting his love know that he holds no grudges. Then he distracts them both with his mouth, taking his A-Yang in deeper and sucking luxuriously around his shaft.
And what a wonderful distraction it is! Xue Yang exhales shakily when Song Lan's hot mouth descends on his cock. Fuck, Song Lan has gotten so good at this... He lifts his legs to rest them on his lover's shoulders, his toes curling.
"A-Lan, you're so good at this," he breathes, fingers curling in Song Lan's hair.
Practice makes perfect and Xue Yang has been generous in that regard. Zichen moans and caresses the legs, welcoming them. The compliment earns a harder suck and his head bobs as he pleasures his A-Yang. His soon-to-be husband.
His sex drive has never been this high before, but his intense attraction to Song Lan and the love that he feels for him has made him feel kind of insatiable when they're together. It's really made him realize how little he'd actually enjoyed sex before...
He moans loudly and throws his head back, his cock dripping onto his lover's tongue when the sucking grows harder. "A-Ah, I'm gonna come..." he breathes, tugging lightly at Song Lan's long hair.
Sex should be about love. At least that's how Zichen thinks. He can't wholly explain their first time...or the many times after before he felt himself falling for Xue Yang...but maybe, for them, those times had been necessary. Sex was a passionate method for them to overcome the hate and pain of their pasts.
Now it's a celebration. Zichen swallows and moves his mouth faster, sucking around the hard shaft so that no inch of Xue Yang is untouched. This man is his.
Xue Yang of the past would've laughed at something like that, mocked it, but the Xue Yang he is now... well, he'd probably still tease Song Lan about it, but he'd agree.
"Ah, ah, fuck," Xue Yang whines before he finally comes, his fingers twisting in his lover's hair as he releases into his mouth.
Xue Yang lays back and just lets pleasure wash over him in waves as he rides through his orgasm. His hips stutter, his toes curl and his cock twitches.
He smiles down at Song Lan and gently strokes through his hair. "I love you too."
Zichen lays his cheek on Xue Yang's stomach and kisses the soft skin slowly. He then chuckles and strokes over his lover's scarred thigh.
"So we'll marry on the deck, under the starlight. Whoever wishes to attend is welcome. Otherwise..." he smiles gently, "It will be just us and Xie Lian if he agrees."
"Mmm... I like that idea," Xue Yang murmurs against Song Lan's lips, his fingers stroking his lover's skin. "Then we'll settle down where we like it the most."
"Exactly." Zichen cups Xue Yang's face between his hands, openly admiring his handsome features, "I want a place where we can mostly live without aid. Trips to a nearby town will happen, of course, but if we want to stay away from everyone, we have that option too."
Xue Yang has worked hard his whole life - working hard for something he really wants is no trouble at all. Especially with the man he loves at his side.
"Yeah. Maybe we can get some animals too. Some chickens for eggs, sheep for wool..." he muses and automatically leans into Song Lan's touches, nuzzling up against his cheek.
"Chickens need a coop and a rooster for us to have eggs." Zichen murmurs, charmed by Xue Yang's grin, "Sheep need an open area to graze where they will be protected from wolves - and a barn to sleep in at night, especially if it's cold."
The nip makes him shudder. "Mm they just need to be trained, love. Dogs with a duty know the difference between animals that need protection and animals that need to be run off."
"Mmm... we'll have to make enough money so we can afford all that. So we're gonna have to actually accept payment for things like dealing with ghosts," he says, a little teasing.
Xue Yang makes a face. "My only experience with dogs were the street dogs in Kuizhou. They were vicious. I had to fight them sometimes."
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He definitely feels guilt when Song Lan brings up how he'd treated him when he was under his control, and how he'd felt. "I blamed you for everything," he murmurs, stroking through his lover's hair, "It was easier... blaming others." That way he didn't have to take responsibility for his own actions.
He gasps when Song Lan's lips finds his cock, making it twitch. "A-Lan..."
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"I know." he whispers, letting his love know that he holds no grudges. Then he distracts them both with his mouth, taking his A-Yang in deeper and sucking luxuriously around his shaft.
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"A-Lan, you're so good at this," he breathes, fingers curling in Song Lan's hair.
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He moans loudly and throws his head back, his cock dripping onto his lover's tongue when the sucking grows harder. "A-Ah, I'm gonna come..." he breathes, tugging lightly at Song Lan's long hair.
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Now it's a celebration. Zichen swallows and moves his mouth faster, sucking around the hard shaft so that no inch of Xue Yang is untouched. This man is his.
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"Ah, ah, fuck," Xue Yang whines before he finally comes, his fingers twisting in his lover's hair as he releases into his mouth.
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Moaning, he swallows and swallows again. Then he cleans his love with soft sucks and gentle kisses.
"A-Yang..." he nuzzles his hip and peers up at him, "I do love you."
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He smiles down at Song Lan and gently strokes through his hair. "I love you too."
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"So we'll marry on the deck, under the starlight. Whoever wishes to attend is welcome. Otherwise..." he smiles gently, "It will be just us and Xie Lian if he agrees."
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"We've taken a hard road, my A-Yang."
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"Yeah, we have," he murmurs warmly.
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"Are there any wishes of yours I can fulfill?"
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"I want to show you beautiful places." he murmurs, "I want to take you away from the cities."
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A nice, peaceful farming life. He'd more surprised that he wants that if not for those peaceful years spent in Yi City.
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He doesn't mind hard work. All of it will be worthwhile to just...exist...at peace.
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"Yeah. Maybe we can get some animals too. Some chickens for eggs, sheep for wool..." he muses and automatically leans into Song Lan's touches, nuzzling up against his cheek.
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Chuckling, he arches a brow. "Do you like little chickens and sheep?" he rubs over his lover's chest, "We'll need a dog to protect them."
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He playfully nips at Song Lan's jaw. "Mmm, but only if it gets along with the cats."
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The nip makes him shudder. "Mm they just need to be trained, love. Dogs with a duty know the difference between animals that need protection and animals that need to be run off."
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Xue Yang makes a face. "My only experience with dogs were the street dogs in Kuizhou. They were vicious. I had to fight them sometimes."
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